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It won't Leave..It won't Leave....  The pain just stays.  Two years have gone..  But it still hurts the same.  It just won't leave...   
All the memories..  All the fights,  All the dreams,  The kisses and hugs,  Declarerations of love...  I just can't forget...  It won't Leave....   
Tears that have been shed,  The sleepless nights,  The shattered hopes,  The broken bonds.  The pain in my heart..  It just won't leave...   
I don't think it will.  It will always remain.  Behind every smile,  
Every laugh,  It remains.  It won't ev It won't Leave..
by ~Pudden
The Petal GameSilently and slowly,  I pick petals from a dying rose,  Saying this as I let them drop.   
He loves me,  Because I have beautiful eyes.  He loves me not,  Because I question.  He loves me,  Because I'm truthful.  He loves me not,  Because I'm not her.  He loves me,  Because I wouldn't stray,  he loves me not,  Because I'm not pretty.  He loves me,  Cause I write poetry.  He loves me not,  Because I refuse to be fooled.  He loves me,  Cause I cave to him.  He loves me not,  Otherwise he wouldn't be so spacious.  He loves me, The Petal Game
by ~Pudden
PhilophobiaSo hard to breathe,  I feel so squished.  Sweat coming from,  Just about everywhere.  The music sounds distant,  Though we're close to it.  I feel even more trapped,  Even when you leave me.  I need to get out...  Not only from here,  But from you.  My breath comes shorter,  Quicker,  Shallower.  I want to cry,  To scream,  Just go away please.  I can't feel this way,  I refuse to.  I'll always doubt,  Always fear.  I don't want you anymore!  Just go away.  
I can't love you back.  Why?  Cause I'm afraid to.  Just Philophobia
by ~Pudden
Suicidal NoticeSo what if life is wrong?  Why give it up by death?  There's other ways to deal.  Death of a loved one,  Death of a freind,  All forms of abuse,  Rape victims on the brink,  Broken lovers,  Failed acheivements,....  The list goes on...,  But why choose death?  Yeah, its quick and easy,  But it doesn't really solve anything.  All it does,  Is pass it on to someone else,  Then it rebuilds on them,  Then they become desperate,  Then reach your same solution,  Suicide.  Suicide...  
Its a pandemic.  But it can be cured.  Everyone has felt Suicidal Notice
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Jittery times approaching.

Wed Dec 31, 2008, 6:45 PM
  • Mood: Distressed
  • Listening to: Someone to Hold by 112
  • Reading: Posts on Realms
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Nada
  • Eating: Shrimp ramen
  • Drinking: Pepsi
Yup. For those of you who don't know. I'm getting married in December. The 23 actually, of 2009.And I'm absolutely scared shitless. I love him so much, and he loves me. But you know how brides-to-be get. And I got it bad right now. God...I need to get this stuff rolling!! But I can't do it alone. I mean, he doesn't really seem all that interested in planning it. Maybe we're rushing?

I'm actually starting to think so. Maybe that's why I'm so jittery about it.

Or maybe its because I kinda feel so left out right now, considering its New Years Eve. He's going to a party and I'm staying home to sleep since I have to work tomorrow. He's got a life too. Though...I still feel lonely right now. I feel like a total loser.

Anyhow...I've been sick as a puppy as of late, and my fever is kicking in again. Maybe its why I feel so Topsy turvy.

Or it could deal with the fact I'm reading my old journal entries too.

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  • Current Residence: Louisville Kentucky
  • Interests: Lots of things
  • Favourite movie: Phantom of the Opera
  • Favourite band or musician: Linkin Park / HIM
  • Favourite genre of music: Varies
  • Favourite artist: Tony Braxton
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allen Poe
  • Favourite style of art: Impressionistic
  • Operating System: Windows XP
  • MP3 player of choice: PSP (Has more than that though)
  • Shell of choice: Rotini
  • Wallpaper of choice: Ayashi No Ceres
  • Favourite game: Guitar Hero 2
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2
  • Favourite cartoon character: A.N.C.: Touya (-droolage-) G.S.G : Treila
  • Personal Quote: Fuck me upside-down, running backwards on ice in a snowstorm
  • Tools of the Trade: Pens and Mech Pencils

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~rin7399 Mar 1, 2006, 1:53:40 PM
An ava? how do ya even add one? I still don't understand so muc.. though i luffs you and will luff you forvere if i can get one!
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~Pudden Mar 1, 2006, 6:41:58 PM
Easy...Just tell me what kind you want and I'll get one...I got alot of dbz ones..

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= Your love is a razorblade kiss! Sweetest is the taste of your lips!= HIM-Razorblade Kiss

= Bite me bish...No wait...I'd like it to much...!! XD=
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~rin7399 Mar 2, 2006, 6:17:16 PM
I want something that everytime you turn around you won't see someone else with... something.. I dunno.. anime girl ish? o.O... god that's so unlike me... -snickers- If i ever knew what i wanted I'd die from shocking myself ^^;
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~rin7399 Feb 4, 2006, 11:41:48 AM
Your work is very beautiful and I enjoy reading it. A must watch, can't wait for your updates... hehe you do know me also but that's another story.
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~Dusty-The-Werecat Feb 1, 2006, 6:52:38 PM
I see you are using ther nickname I gave you.
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~Pudden Feb 2, 2006, 5:27:03 PM
Yes...Is it a problem?
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~Pudden Feb 4, 2006, 10:14:29 AM
Didn't think so
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~LokoRock Jan 11, 2006, 12:27:32 PM
vegetrunks....whoa...major deja-vu, he looks like he could give goku a problem ^^;

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My statement is not of superiority, sire.
I am more mannered than you, it's all I say.
-Lius Antonio Ortiz Montañez-
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